Sometimes

Sometimes sunshine
Does not want to shine on me,
And sometimes I find myself blind.
At first I cannot see and then I see it´s me.

I chose a road when I was young.
In search of fun temptations won,
And all my soul I did surrender.
If I had a chance to back now,
Would I redeem my moral vows
Or would I repeat for my own laughter?

Sometimes I hide somewhat
Like a bulb behind a shade,
And sometimes I ask myself why
Is it cause the lights are too bright
Or because my eyes are closed too tigh?

Sometimes I find myself blind
Don´t use my brain, don´t use my mind,
Distorted feelings always leeding my way,
But I must forgive myself
And let the past
And let the past lay down to rest
And be prepared to face myself in another day

From now on I will behave,
But in the back of my mind I will be enslave.

No Doubt